My Awesome Life
Life is Awesome. Well, maybe it isn't perfect, but all you have to do is through it in different way. And this is about my AWESOME own way
zaterdag 12 februari 2011
You??!! How Come?
vrijdag 24 december 2010
I dare you to....
maandag 29 november 2010
Can I stay ?
woensdag 10 november 2010
The Way You Look At Me
The way you look at me…
Don’t ever think that the story will be a romantic story. Don’t ever think this story will melt your heart. This is not a love story. This is not the story about a sweet boy who met a cute girl. Nope! This story is so far away from what you think, and what you can imagine. This is the story about me when I met hmmmm………. How to say it……hmmmm…….his name is……..Locky. Want to know who is Locky ? You’ll catch up latter in this story. Get ready for it, and Here we go!....
This story was begin at Sunday afternoon when I felt very sad about something. Something that shouldn’t be important to talk about. Aaaarrrrgggghhhhh! And that thing successfully tears me up and cried for hours. Yeah, I did called my father then. I made a called, and suddenly my tears just fall easily. But anyway, that’s not the point. The thing is, this crying activity makes me so so so tired after all. But I still pushing my self to study, prepare for the mid test for the next day. I was studied until 3 am. Then I went sleep. After I slept for about one hour. I felt like a tiny step, stepping on my bed. I thought I was dream. But that was woke me up. I sat on my bed, then saw a tinny little creature. I’m not sure what was that…
My eyes was straightly look at his eyes. He looked at me, I was looked at him. There’s no romantic side at all. Damn! Hahahaha. We are just looking each other. Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing. The world suddenly be quite. The way you look at me, I was so surprised when our eyes crushed on each other. I didn’t expect that we’ll meet in this way. Yeah! In this awkward situation, and actually, in the wrong time.
And I think…. Hey, since when we have a cute puppy dog in this house. He is so tinny if I’m compare him with normal size of puppy dog. I just be quite. Still connecting my mind to the real world. Tik…tok…tik…tok…. 2 minutes latter, then I realized. Hey! He’s not a puppy dog. His eyes, fur, nose, everything…. I know what he is! A mouse! M.O.U.S.E !!!! what? Mouse??????? MOUSE!!!!!!!!!! I feel like is the end of the world (sorry I’ve been ‘lebay’ again, it’s just like ‘default’ setting of my self. LOL). Damn! How come a mouse could stand on my lovely bed??? Suddenly I said: “shuuh shuuuh shuuuuuh…..!!!, huaaaa get out off my bed!!!!” And this creature run away and stayed under my bed. I could feel it. He knock my bed. It was scared me. Hoooooossssssshhhhh. Oh God, well, I think I don’t care what was happened. All I know is I gotta sleep A.S.A.P . I’m really sleepy actually. So I closed my eyes. Wait, there is something flash on my mind. Hey, wait up! Is a mouse today become so cute like that mouse? Why the mouse that I just saw was brown ? Why that mouse has a big eyes like……like…. How to say it…..like….. Hamster!!!! Hey! He’s Locky! Oh yeaaaaaah…. I didn’t realized it at all. How….how…how come????? How come he could be on my room ??? And after I realized it, I still sleepy and decided to find Locky tomorrow, when my mind is fresh and I can think clearly. Hooaaaaaheeeemmmmm……… zzzzzzzZZZZzzzzzz……..
Hey Locky, did you know, I’ve made a poem about our situation at that night, not night, I meant so so early in the morning :
“The way you look at me”
It wasn’t the first time we meet
It wasn’t a romantic time at all
You just scared me right in the eyes
If I could freezing moment in my mind,
Oh No! of course I want it happened again..
Cause there something in the way you look at me
You’re not the amazing piece
You make me believed that you were a puppy dog,
Even you make me believed that you were a MOUSE!
You make me said “hush…hush…” to you
And I knew, latter I gotta say sorry to you
The way you look at me
I think the world stop spinning
And also….
My mind was stop thinking
Sorry bro, I didn’t realized
But, if I knew it was you….
You still scare me,
Cause your face still like a MOUSE
Can’t catch you, can’t touch you
I just can’t….
dinsdag 5 oktober 2010
Extraordinary Short Story
And, anyway, it's just a broken strings right now. Can't fixed. Can't played. Just find another one.
Do you know what's 831 means? Well, it's a code. 8 letters, 3 words, and just one meaning. At the second word. Can anyone tell me what's the meaning of the second word? The second word consists of 4 letters. Damn it! I never learn to pronounce them. What the hell is it???
Cry, tears, awkward, weird, laugh, and every expressions. And it's gone now. I can't feel anything. Seems that I need to walk a thousands miles to find the real meaning of it. Maybe not now, maybe latter, or maybe.....maybe on another life. Maybe.
The broken strings .
donderdag 23 september 2010
When I saw you at the first time
Well, the line is: “I still remember the day when I first saw you”
After I read that line, I felt some kind of flash back that reminds me with people around my life. I’m trying to remember the day when I first saw them. And I do! I still remember it, clearly. When I first saw my best friend at junior high school.
It was the first day at junior high school. I sat at the front sit. I was alone at that time until the break time. Everybody went out the class. They went to the canteen. And it was still me and two girls which sat at the back sit. They smile at me. And I just walked to get close with them. We just started to talked. I love them.
I do! I still remember how I met my first seatmate at high school. In the second day of high school. It was so early in the morning. There was just a few students. She came to me. Reached my hand and we were shaking hand. She smile at me. At that time I got feeling that my high school time will be awesome! And that’s true. Everyone was so kind. I love them. They smile with their eyes. When I’m in high school, everyone in my class was my best friend. I love them.
I do! I still remember how I met my roommate, Mita, at the dorm when I went to college for the first time. I sat at the dorm canteen waiting for her. Then I saw a girl with her daddy came close to me. She was smiled. So do I. we talked at that time, and get to know each other. Awesome.
I do! I still remember how I met Dayu. First time I saw her when I went to the class to have test to get college. I met her at the stair. She seemed so confuse about where is the test class. I met her, then we introduced our self. We talked about what department we’ve choose at the institute. I feel fun.
I do! I still remember how I met Rina. Before we met, I know her name from the list who get accepted in industrial department at my institute. I found her. I met her for the first time at gazebo. I just saw her, but we didn’t talked yet. First time I talked to her, a month after that time, in front of the class, right before she come inside.
I do! I still remember how I met Riris. it was the time after the student at my campus got a test about something. and we sat at the plaza. se smile at me, and we introduce our self. she told me that she ever went to my home town. and we started to talked and talked a lot.
I do! I still remember how I met my last crushed. It was still my holiday at second semester. I’ve back to this town after I through my great holiday at my hometown. i have nothing to do. So when my friend asked me to accompany her to a place at temple area to have a meeting about a ceremony that will be held, I just say yes. Yes! I’ll come. After that meeting, I just sat down and have some fun conversation with my friend. He just came right to me, and gave his hand. We started to shaking hand. He said his name twice. Then I said my name.
I do! I still remember how nervous I’m when I saw him another time. I couldn’t talk so much. On the outside shying away. On the inside dying to say.
I do! I still remember how happy I’m when he asked me to go out for the first time. But I couldn’t answer. I’m so stupid.
I do! I still remember how my friend gave me some advices about boys. He said that I should give it to the nature. Let the nature decided. But ‘till now, I still confuse, what’s nature decided for me. I don’t know. I just know that I should go straight. Live my life. That will be awesome!!!
woensdag 25 augustus 2010
How I Met Your Self
This time I wanna share a fun short story about how I spend my language lecture class. FYI, in this class, I was the youngest student, because to get in, in this class you should at least in second year or more. But I was lucky, so that I could jump in this class without any problem. The truth is, I really enjoyed in this class. 1st because I'm so excited to be the youngest one in the class, that makes me felt special. LOL. 2nd it's because honestly for a long time ago, I always excited about the study of language. That's a fact. 3rd is, I just loved it, no special reason, hahaha....
But, the thing is, most of the time we spent this class by sat in the chair just listening some presentation from other student group about their own topic. Most of the student feel bored. Maybe because of the topic they didn't interest of. Then of course, this condition was a little influenced me to not 100% pay attention to the presentation group. I just got interested to the topic presentation at the beginning and found some problems about the topic. After I successfully found the "missing part" of that topic, I asked one or two question to the presentation group. After that, I just loosed my attention and got a busy work to do.....
Yeaaah. I really loved what I did next. I'd just opened my notes. Looked at the last page, and start to drew some pictures about the one that I loved. KAKAP. I started to made some lines, and made his silly face. With his big cheeks of course. LOL. Then I kept digging up my memorizes about him. Sometimes I just stop for a while, remember the most silly thing about him and then laughed. My senior just felt weird about what I did. They just didn't know what's going on my mind. LOL.
Every single day at this class, I drew 2 or 3 panels. So, at the end of this semester, I got 4 pages of comic book about how I met him. But, thanks God! I got an A in this class. Yipeeeee :D
First page :
Look at the top of this page. That was the title of my first assignment in this class. I wrote every little idea that swimming on my mind. So, I wrote it. And I though that will be a perfect title for my assignment. Hohoho.
Panel 1 : (One day, Ups, I mean one night)
Panel 2 : (Clingak clinguk) “Hmm, who will be the next target”
Panel 3 : (Another ten minutes….siiiiiing…….still….) “Oahem…”
Panel 4 : (And when the next ten minutes)
Me--- “Oooh boy, I got a great idea!!”, “Awesome”
Him--- “Ok boys!”
Panel 5 : Him--- “What’s up girl!!”
Me--- “Hell yeah, bro, I need ur assignment”
Him -à “Sure! Get a line” (sweat sweat…..)
Panel 6 : Short info --àdon’t you know that sweat is consist of some pheromones. And pheromones could makes you suddenly falling for someone!!!
Second page :
FYI, one of the thing that he said to me on panel 2…. he made a funny named of mine. He called me “putud”. That was weird name at first, but nowadays, my close friends sometimes called me “putud”…..
Panel 1 : Me --- “and u are from what generation?”
Him --- “sure! 2007”
Me --- “ok then…”
Panel 2 : “and bla…bla…bla….bla….bla….”
Panel 3 : (Well let’s skip the story ‘till the present, today….) “I hate u ****, I’m so hate you, that I can’t say how much I hate u
Panel 4 : Me --- “ok, let’s just promise not to see each other for 10 years”
Him --- “ok, that’s a good choice”
Panel 5 : (And then….we never meet again for 10 years…..)
Panel 6 : (But maybebetween this 10 years we ever met, but we PRETENDING not to see each other….like we never know before)
Panel 7 : (But (again) I (still) looking for you, damn it >.<, I can’t stand it……) “find…find….find..”
Panel 8 : (But this story isn’t finish yet…. So calm down guys =D )
Panel 1 : (till someday he wrote this….) “I’ll be the next what’s up new York!!!
Panel 2 : (then my brain suddenly shining) “nguing…nguing…..nguing…..”
Panel 3 : (a ha!, I have a brilliant idea) “Yup, I’ll go to New York!!!”
(But how???) ; (I plan to study hard)
Panel 4 : (being nerd, have socialite with just books) ; (benkyo ne…! benkyo ne…! benkyo ne….!)
Panel 5 : (but, study hard, being nerd at first, and everything just study, still HARD! To make it real for me….) ; (My imagination---film, movie, comic, still teasing me….hell yeah…)
Panel 6 : (still…I wanna go to New York, someday, live and life there) ; (with or without you…)
Panel 1 : (added story) ; (5 years latter, 2015, New York city, New York, USA) “Finally, what’s up New York???!!!!” ; (I live in New York, in the great great company, in the very good position) ; (live in the very excellent apartment, with shiny sport car, AWESOME!)
Panel 2 : (on morning when I jogging) “ What??? I think I know him! (hosh hosh hosh)
Panel 3 : “ wait wait!!!” (at that time I’m sure it’s him!) ; (hosh hosh)
Panel 4 : him--- “hmm, yeah??”
Me--- wait wait…. (ee..cotto matte kudasai!!! ---japan language)
(Yeah you are rite! That’s him!)
Panel 5 : me--- “hey, dude, it’s been 6 years….how r u?”
Him--- “I’m fine, still awesome, last year I got marry”
Me--- “what??? Congratz boy!...”
Panel 6 : (broken glass) ; ( Although it’s been 6 years, but what he said, just broken my feeling, but I’m fine without you……)
And that's all of the story. I wanted him so bad, so that I made this silly comic.
But after all, I just loved to draw what's going on my mind and also this is the way I enjoyed
my language class :D