My Awesome Life

You??!! How Come?

2011-02-12T00:02:00.010+07:00

Today everybody talks about chocolate, and some present, love, and blah blah blah. I never forget that whole my life I always hate on one day in every year. Yeah, that is February 14th. The Val d

ay. The misery start from my elementary school, at six grade actually. That was a Val day. My seat mate got so many chocolate from a boy in our class. The chocolate is so so so expensive t

hat he brought from another country. But my seat mate also got so many chocolate from another student. And I just got one chocolate from my best fr

iend. So she gave me one expensive chocolate from that boy which inside the chocolate there were droplets of vodka. Don't ques

tion it, cause the taste is incredible, the b

est chocolate I ever ate. And the thing is I got no chocolate from even one boy. Yeah you know, it's not weird because 'hey! look at me!' I'm so nerd looking, with elips glasses with a chain. It's just so nerd and so grandma looking. Well, even my younger sister at third grade got a big cadbury chocolate from her admire. Damn, I'm so jealous, hahaha

So that's why I always hate the V day, and always try to forget it. Then, I became a girl who never believe in love. I thought there's nothing called love in this life beside love from your family. I feel gross when I hear someone is on d

ate and saying something stupid about their mate. At that point, I really can't understand why people being on a date. I hate it, and I started t

o close my heart for every boys. I always avoid every boys that knock my heart. Yeah, I locked my heart. I really protect my heart, I don't want someone hurt it.

till I met you... the boy who suddenly, from nowhere, just came to my world.

Hey!!! How come you can knock my heart then easily unlocked my heart that have been lost the key for so long??? How come the one who has the key is you?? Can you explain it to me?

Why you just suddenly came to my life and be the rules my heart?? why an

other boys is so hard to came in, but for you was so easy? How come you are, from a totally stranger can be my everything? How come you change my mind? How come you change me from ''I don't believe about true love'' into ''I love you, you're my true love'' ? I always think about it, over and over again, but I can't find the right answer.

Every tears, hurt, hug, you make fall in love. Hey, I can't go anywhere else but you. I can't see anyone else but you. I can't love anyone else but you. I stuck on your eyes, your smile, even your smell. And you.... I just like deja vu. Feels like I ever knew you before. Feels like you're someone that I've been waiting for a long time ago. Feels like we're meant to be and supposed to be together.

And did you know, distance was hurt me. The time when you're not around was killed me. I know that's wrong, but just can't handle my self. I just want to know that you're okay, that you're fine where ever you are. I hope one day we can spend the whole time together, walk away together, watch the rain with a cup of hot tea together, see the sunset on a nice beach together, hey, how about take our picture together? hmm, I really want to have your picture with me on one frame with a very bright smile.

I love you dear, whether is right or wrong, whether is happy or sad, whether is sunny or rain. Even though you never said it, I always happy when I know you love me to the way I am. Sometimes hurt, sad, smile, happy, but you're so my awesome boyfriend. Happy Valentine's day.

*to my first love and my endless love :)

I dare you to....

2010-12-24T22:45:00.002+07:00

As the world goes by, everything's change cause they wanna keep move on anyway. And in this crazy life, when I walked my future, I met you. I never thought that I'll met you at that moment. And I got to confess that you've make me feel some kind of feeling that I never felt before. It's like butterfly flying on my stomach. I feel something different comes to my heart, I don't know what it is and makes me think it's a weird feeling at first. I never knew what is love before, as my world teach me not to sing of love, cause it does not exist. 'till you come from nowhere into my life, and prove that what I thought isn't true.

Start from crush, like, then become love. It's not an instant time for me. It's not easy for me to fall for someone. I've locked my heart, and burn the key. I always make sure no one comes in. But then I was so surprised, how come you found my heart key and change everything?

Now I'm afraid. When I see your eyes at the first time, I just started to like you. And when I like you, I'm afraid to love you. And now that I really love you, damn, I'm so much afraid to lose you. I'm afraid that someday future makes us fall apart. I just can't hardly breath. My lips can't say anything, but my heart scream, please don't go, will you?

Destiny has brought us together, and finally destiny has to decide what's the next step between you and me. You don't know that I always worry where will the future take us. Hmm..... blowing my mind. Can't imagine it. The fact is I'm too afraid to imagine it.

Promise me, when you read this, can you do what I'll ask to you? Cause there are millions word I never told you, and this short line of song above represent what I wanna tell you.

And I dare you to find these songs. Please hear it. These are what my heart sings to you. Use your heart to feel it. I always besides you. You know it.

1. "........ I just can't get enough, how much do I need to fill me up. It feels so good, it must be love....."

2. "...cause I miss you body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away..."

3. ".....so close to reaching that famous happy end, almost believing this was not pretend. Now you're besides me, and look how far we've come...."

4. "......and in this crazy life, and trough these crazy time, it's you it's you, You make me sing, you're every line, you'every word...."

5. "......boy I hear you in my dream, I feel you're whisper across the sea. Keep you with me in my heart, you make it easier when life gets hard...."

6. "....I think I'm fallin' for you, I've been waitin' all my life and now I've found you...."

7. "....and you come to me on a summer breeze, keep me warm with your love then you softly leave. And it's me you need to show, how deep is your love...."

8. "....if I could fall, into the sky, did you think time, would pass us by? Cause you know I'll walk a thousands miles if could just see you tonight......"

9. ".......you are my first romance, and the willing to take a chance. That 'till life is trough, I'll still be loving you...."

10. "......Someday we'll know why Samson loved Delilah. One day I'll go dancing on the moon. Someday you'll know, that I was the one for you....."

11. ".......And then I go and spoil it all by saying something stupid, like I love you....."

I know that you can always feel me dear, although I'm not besides you today. You know that I'm yours :)

P.S. I Love you

Can I stay ?

2010-11-29T13:40:00.000+07:00

I just read a quote, I don't know, but suddenly my mind end up in another quote that people always said: "Boyfriend comes and goes, but best friend stay forever". Hmmm..... really??? Can boyfriend stay forever just like best friend did? Or there is always limit time of a relationship, that someday it WILL, and it a MUST break up someday??

well, hell yeah, limit time? a relationship had a limit time???, just like food huh? expired time. When it's the time of expired time, we can't feel anything anymore, just some toxic if you keep pushing to move on. But still...... I just wanna know, How to kill this expired time? Can I eat it although it's been change into toxic anyway, and I know I will die if I still wanna eat it. Can I?

Why just best friend can stay forever with you? Can I stay too? why do I have limit time with you? while I have set up on my mind that you're have no limit time on my life. Limit time, expired, toxic, can I just heal them all ?

Or maybe I gotta think in another way....hmmm.... if your best friends are the only one who can stay forever with you, how about me? Can I be your best friend ? Is the position of girlfriend different with best friends? So what can I do to stay with you? Should I end this, break it up, then just being your best friend? cause you know girl friend don't stay forever, huh?

Then, what is love anyway? can love make you stay forever? No? really? So love is NOTHING ? So, love is such a waste time? so the only love just from best friends?........

then.....then I've decided, I'll marry my best friend.

The Way You Look At Me

2010-11-10T09:57:00.000+07:00

Hi guys, it’s been a long time since my last post. I’ve been so busy lately. But actually, so many AWESOME stories I got to tell you. But take it slow. I’ll tell you all latter…

The way you look at me…
Don’t ever think that the story will be a romantic story. Don’t ever think this story will melt your heart. This is not a love story. This is not the story about a sweet boy who met a cute girl. Nope! This story is so far away from what you think, and what you can imagine. This is the story about me when I met hmmmm………. How to say it……hmmmm…….his name is……..Locky. Want to know who is Locky ? You’ll catch up latter in this story. Get ready for it, and Here we go!....

This story was begin at Sunday afternoon when I felt very sad about something. Something that shouldn’t be important to talk about. Aaaarrrrgggghhhhh! And that thing successfully tears me up and cried for hours. Yeah, I did called my father then. I made a called, and suddenly my tears just fall easily. But anyway, that’s not the point. The thing is, this crying activity makes me so so so tired after all. But I still pushing my self to study, prepare for the mid test for the next day. I was studied until 3 am. Then I went sleep. After I slept for about one hour. I felt like a tiny step, stepping on my bed. I thought I was dream. But that was woke me up. I sat on my bed, then saw a tinny little creature. I’m not sure what was that…

My eyes was straightly look at his eyes. He looked at me, I was looked at him. There’s no romantic side at all. Damn! Hahahaha. We are just looking each other. Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing. The world suddenly be quite. The way you look at me, I was so surprised when our eyes crushed on each other. I didn’t expect that we’ll meet in this way. Yeah! In this awkward situation, and actually, in the wrong time.

And I think…. Hey, since when we have a cute puppy dog in this house. He is so tinny if I’m compare him with normal size of puppy dog. I just be quite. Still connecting my mind to the real world. Tik…tok…tik…tok…. 2 minutes latter, then I realized. Hey! He’s not a puppy dog. His eyes, fur, nose, everything…. I know what he is! A mouse! M.O.U.S.E !!!! what? Mouse??????? MOUSE!!!!!!!!!! I feel like is the end of the world (sorry I’ve been ‘lebay’ again, it’s just like ‘default’ setting of my self. LOL). Damn! How come a mouse could stand on my lovely bed??? Suddenly I said: “shuuh shuuuh shuuuuuh…..!!!, huaaaa get out off my bed!!!!” And this creature run away and stayed under my bed. I could feel it. He knock my bed. It was scared me. Hoooooossssssshhhhh. Oh God, well, I think I don’t care what was happened. All I know is I gotta sleep A.S.A.P . I’m really sleepy actually. So I closed my eyes. Wait, there is something flash on my mind. Hey, wait up! Is a mouse today become so cute like that mouse? Why the mouse that I just saw was brown ? Why that mouse has a big eyes like……like…. How to say it…..like….. Hamster!!!! Hey! He’s Locky! Oh yeaaaaaah…. I didn’t realized it at all. How….how…how come????? How come he could be on my room ??? And after I realized it, I still sleepy and decided to find Locky tomorrow, when my mind is fresh and I can think clearly. Hooaaaaaheeeemmmmm……… zzzzzzzZZZZzzzzzz……..

Hey Locky, did you know, I’ve made a poem about our situation at that night, not night, I meant so so early in the morning :

“The way you look at me”

It wasn’t the first time we meet
It wasn’t a romantic time at all
You just scared me right in the eyes
If I could freezing moment in my mind,
Oh No! of course I want it happened again..

Cause there something in the way you look at me
You’re not the amazing piece
You make me believed that you were a puppy dog,
Even you make me believed that you were a MOUSE!
You make me said “hush…hush…” to you
And I knew, latter I gotta say sorry to you

The way you look at me
I think the world stop spinning
And also….
My mind was stop thinking
Sorry bro, I didn’t realized
But, if I knew it was you….
You still scare me,
Cause your face still like a MOUSE
Can’t catch you, can’t touch you
I just can’t….

Extraordinary Short Story

2010-10-05T23:10:00.000+07:00

Well, I think the crushed is end. Not really end, but hell yeah, I made it end. He also made it end. I wanna give a second change. But seems that there's no second change. It's over. So far away to find you. But, it's too easy to let you go. And the thing is, I'm too arrogant to say sorry.

And, anyway, it's just a broken strings right now. Can't fixed. Can't played. Just find another one.

Do you know what's 831 means? Well, it's a code. 8 letters, 3 words, and just one meaning. At the second word. Can anyone tell me what's the meaning of the second word? The second word consists of 4 letters. Damn it! I never learn to pronounce them. What the hell is it???

Cry, tears, awkward, weird, laugh, and every expressions. And it's gone now. I can't feel anything. Seems that I need to walk a thousands miles to find the real meaning of it. Maybe not now, maybe latter, or maybe.....maybe on another life. Maybe.

In the middle of the night,
The broken strings .

When I saw you at the first time

2010-09-23T23:44:00.000+07:00

A few minutes ago, I opened my twitter account (follow my account @ekaudiyani). I read a line. Damn it, it’s a good one. That line makes me go back and remember some memories. The line is so simple. But it could make me takes a long time to move and read another line.

Well, the line is: “I still remember the day when I first saw you”

After I read that line, I felt some kind of flash back that reminds me with people around my life. I’m trying to remember the day when I first saw them. And I do! I still remember it, clearly. When I first saw my best friend at junior high school.

It was the first day at junior high school. I sat at the front sit. I was alone at that time until the break time. Everybody went out the class. They went to the canteen. And it was still me and two girls which sat at the back sit. They smile at me. And I just walked to get close with them. We just started to talked. I love them.

I do! I still remember how I met my first seatmate at high school. In the second day of high school. It was so early in the morning. There was just a few students. She came to me. Reached my hand and we were shaking hand. She smile at me. At that time I got feeling that my high school time will be awesome! And that’s true. Everyone was so kind. I love them. They smile with their eyes. When I’m in high school, everyone in my class was my best friend. I love them.

I do! I still remember how I met my roommate, Mita, at the dorm when I went to college for the first time. I sat at the dorm canteen waiting for her. Then I saw a girl with her daddy came close to me. She was smiled. So do I. we talked at that time, and get to know each other. Awesome.

I do! I still remember how I met Dayu. First time I saw her when I went to the class to have test to get college. I met her at the stair. She seemed so confuse about where is the test class. I met her, then we introduced our self. We talked about what department we’ve choose at the institute. I feel fun.

I do! I still remember how I met Rina. Before we met, I know her name from the list who get accepted in industrial department at my institute. I found her. I met her for the first time at gazebo. I just saw her, but we didn’t talked yet. First time I talked to her, a month after that time, in front of the class, right before she come inside.

I do! I still remember how I met Riris. it was the time after the student at my campus got a test about something. and we sat at the plaza. se smile at me, and we introduce our self. she told me that she ever went to my home town. and we started to talked and talked a lot.

I do! I still remember how I met my last crushed. It was still my holiday at second semester. I’ve back to this town after I through my great holiday at my hometown. i have nothing to do. So when my friend asked me to accompany her to a place at temple area to have a meeting about a ceremony that will be held, I just say yes. Yes! I’ll come. After that meeting, I just sat down and have some fun conversation with my friend. He just came right to me, and gave his hand. We started to shaking hand. He said his name twice. Then I said my name.

I do! I still remember how nervous I’m when I saw him another time. I couldn’t talk so much. On the outside shying away. On the inside dying to say.

I do! I still remember how happy I’m when he asked me to go out for the first time. But I couldn’t answer. I’m so stupid.

I do! I still remember how my friend gave me some advices about boys. He said that I should give it to the nature. Let the nature decided. But ‘till now, I still confuse, what’s nature decided for me. I don’t know. I just know that I should go straight. Live my life. That will be awesome!!!

How I Met Your Self

2010-08-25T21:20:00.000+07:00

This time I wanna share a fun short story about how I spend my language lecture class. FYI, in this class, I was the youngest student, because to get in, in this class you should at least in second year or more. But I was lucky, so that I could jump in this class without any problem. The truth is, I really enjoyed in this class. 1st because I'm so excited to be the youngest one in the class, that makes me felt special. LOL. 2nd it's because honestly for a long time ago, I always excited about the study of language. That's a fact. 3rd is, I just loved it, no special reason, hahaha....
But, the thing is, most of the time we spent this class by sat in the chair just listening some presentation from other student group about their own topic. Most of the student feel bored. Maybe because of the topic they didn't interest of. Then of course, this condition was a little influenced me to not 100% pay attention to the presentation group. I just got interested to the topic presentation at the beginning and found some problems about the topic. After I successfully found the "missing part" of that topic, I asked one or two question to the presentation group. After that, I just loosed my attention and got a busy work to do.....

Yeaaah. I really loved what I did next. I'd just opened my notes. Looked at the last page, and start to drew some pictures about the one that I loved. KAKAP. I started to made some lines, and made his silly face. With his big cheeks of course. LOL. Then I kept digging up my memorizes about him. Sometimes I just stop for a while, remember the most silly thing about him and then laughed. My senior just felt weird about what I did. They just didn't know what's going on my mind. LOL.

Every single day at this class, I drew 2 or 3 panels. So, at the end of this semester, I got 4 pages of comic book about how I met him. But, thanks God! I got an A in this class. Yipeeeee :D
First page :

Look at the top of this page. That was the title of my first assignment in this class. I wrote every little idea that swimming on my mind. So, I wrote it. And I though that will be a perfect title for my assignment. Hohoho.

Panel 1 : (One day, Ups, I mean one night)

Panel 2 : (Clingak clinguk) “Hmm, who will be the next target”

Panel 3 : (Another ten minutes….siiiiiing…….still….) “Oahem…”

Panel 4 : (And when the next ten minutes)

Me--- “Oooh boy, I got a great idea!!”, “Awesome”

Him--- “Ok boys!”

Panel 5 : Him--- “What’s up girl!!”

Me--- “Hell yeah, bro, I need ur assignment”

Him -à “Sure! Get a line” (sweat sweat…..)

Panel 6 : Short info --àdon’t you know that sweat is consist of some pheromones. And pheromones could makes you suddenly falling for someone!!!

Second page :

FYI, one of the thing that he said to me on panel 2…. he made a funny named of mine. He called me “putud”. That was weird name at first, but nowadays, my close friends sometimes called me “putud”…..

Panel 1 : Me --- “and u are from what generation?”

Him --- “sure! 2007”

Me --- “ok then…”

Panel 2 : “and bla…bla…bla….bla….bla….”

Panel 3 : (Well let’s skip the story ‘till the present, today….) “I hate u ****, I’m so hate you, that I can’t say how much I hate u

Panel 4 : Me --- “ok, let’s just promise not to see each other for 10 years”

Him --- “ok, that’s a good choice”

Panel 5 : (And then….we never meet again for 10 years…..)

Panel 6 : (But maybebetween this 10 years we ever met, but we PRETENDING not to see each other….like we never know before)

Panel 7 : (But (again) I (still) looking for you, damn it >.<, I can’t stand it……) “find…find….find..”

Panel 8 : (But this story isn’t finish yet…. So calm down guys =D )

Third page :

Panel 1 : (till someday he wrote this….) “I’ll be the next what’s up new York!!!

Panel 2 : (then my brain suddenly shining) “nguing…nguing…..nguing…..”

Panel 3 : (a ha!, I have a brilliant idea) “Yup, I’ll go to New York!!!”

(But how???) ; (I plan to study hard)

Panel 4 : (being nerd, have socialite with just books) ; (benkyo ne…! benkyo ne…! benkyo ne….!)

Panel 5 : (but, study hard, being nerd at first, and everything just study, still HARD! To make it real for me….) ; (My imagination---film, movie, comic, still teasing me….hell yeah…)

Panel 6 : (still…I wanna go to New York, someday, live and life there) ; (with or without you…)

Last page :

Panel 1 : (added story) ; (5 years latter, 2015, New York city, New York, USA) “Finally, what’s up New York???!!!!” ; (I live in New York, in the great great company, in the very good position) ; (live in the very excellent apartment, with shiny sport car, AWESOME!)

Panel 2 : (on morning when I jogging) “ What??? I think I know him! (hosh hosh hosh)

Panel 3 : “ wait wait!!!” (at that time I’m sure it’s him!) ; (hosh hosh)

Panel 4 : him--- “hmm, yeah??”

Me--- wait wait…. (ee..cotto matte kudasai!!! ---japan language)

(Yeah you are rite! That’s him!)

Panel 5 : me--- “hey, dude, it’s been 6 years….how r u?”

Him--- “I’m fine, still awesome, last year I got marry”

Me--- “what??? Congratz boy!...”

Panel 6 : (broken glass) ; ( Although it’s been 6 years, but what he said, just broken my feeling, but I’m fine without you……)

And that's all of the story. I wanted him so bad, so that I made this silly comic.

But after all, I just loved to draw what's going on my mind and also this is the way I enjoyed

my language class :D

Deal with INSOMNIAC

2010-08-16T03:29:00.000+07:00

Surabaya, 16th August 2010,,,
4 am GMT,,,

This is kind of new habit for me during this holiday. 2 months holiday, but I just spent it for 1,5 months. Well, that's not the big problem in this story. S.O.S alert was ringing just because I can't sleep almost every night during this holiday. I just can't figure it out why this thing could happened. Well maybe I just very excited about this holiday, or many things walk around on my mind but I don't know for exactly.

Oh man, this is so lame after all. This problem drive me to meet another big shoot. I feel hungry in the middle of the night. Oh great! Another thing is, well, whether you realized or not, when you did not slept at the night, you'll find out in the next morning that your eyes suddenly have a black circle. Hell yeah, FYI, that's so not good looking.
Well, maybe this stuff will be great attach to your eyes when halloween comes. LOL. The bad news is.... of course not everyday is halloween day. Awesome! here we go, this is the good part of insomniac. You can always scare people by your eyes, your pale face with some pimples, and weird expression. LOL. This can be better when I met a gorgeous boy in another day with this black circle attached to my eyes. Well, when I said : Hi, I'm ...... I'm not finished yet my keyword, but he already gave me a funny looks. His face just like wanna say: Oh really??? that's your face???.

Ok, of course, this is doesnt mean anything than the effect that you can get when you are not sleep well at the night. They are :...........
*I'll not tell you here. I just suggest you guys to check it out on the internet, cuz maybe if I did there will be miss information to you. LOL.

Hahaha, but after I write down every single word here, I feel sleepier and sleepier. Hoaheeemmm. This can be a good therapy for me.
So, good night, ups I meant, good morning guys.
See you in another story of my life.
Love yaa :D

Spicy hot ‘full’ day???! Mmmmm, yummy!!!

2010-07-11T09:48:00.000+07:00

2 chilies? That’s so ordinary! 3 chilies?? Mmm, not bad. What about 4 chilies??? Well hell yeah, I can’t say no. I think that’s enough to warm up my tongue and stomach after all this time I don’t eat something spicy and definitely hot! Grrrrrr

What’s what? Well helloooo, do you know where you are? *my deep down inside shouted

Then I answered with half (still) don’t believe, I said out loud,,,

Yes mam!!! I do! I’m in my home now!!! Wohooooooo….. (I think I don’t have enough space to continue to write down the word ”o” , wkakakakakakak

So, I just decided to woke up at that lovely morning. I opened my eyes (that’s true). I felt the fresh morning air (still true).  I toke a breath (of course that’s true). The birds was sang beautifully (that’s half true). My dog talked to me like he said that I’m the cutest just wake up girl in the world (that’s really really just in my imagination, but I advise you to believe the line “I’m the cutest just wake up girl in the world “  cuz that’s true!) . And blah blah blah…. Okey, let’s skip the poem (although I’ll not mind to continue it if you ask to, xixixixi)

I walked to the kitchen and fond that there was a plate of spicy hot ‘lontong’ with some vegetable. It’s so hot because that’s include of 4 little red chillies. Just to see that hot spicy lontong, I felt something burning my throat, my saliva trying to fall down and make a big flood on my kitchen (euuuuuhhhhh :P). I just want to make it mine. I’ll do everything to make it mine. I’ll fight ‘till the end. ‘till my last blood. Rrrrrrrr.  *sorry, I becoming ‘alay’(again) xD

And my aunty shouted out loud from outside home,

“ hey, kid, that’s your breakfast, enjoy it!!!”

Okey, hell yeah, that word suddenly losing my mind to fight ‘till the end to grabing out that spicy hot lontong. Of course I don’t need to fight with my own self, hohohoho

Sluuuurrrrppp…..sluuuurrrppp…. uuuhhh I realy enjoy it! I felt that chilies burned up my mouth. But that feels damn good. My mouth, nose, and ears suddenly became red. Yes, like red red. But you know me, I didn’t even care xD

And that’s the story of my breakfast. Is this the end of the story? No!

Let’s talked about my lunch. I loved my lunch, hahaha :D

My lunch at that day was different with my ordinary day. I made my lunch by myself. Guess what?? Yup! My lunch was ‘rujak’!!! like double woooohooooo. Rujak is spicy hot mixed fruits. But I usually use just mangoes. You can see at the picture bellow. Can u imagine? How hot it is! I got to confess to you. I’m not really good at making this kind of food. Usually my aunty does. She is really good. Not only in this kind of food, but also most of the foods.

Let’s back to the story….

So I put 4 chilies, terasi, salt, red sugar, fish broth, and water on something called “cobek” which made of rock, and then crushed them into smoothy, just like a soup. Then I poured that spicy soup to the mangoes that I peeled first. Mmmmhhhhmmm…… I can felt it burns my tongue. Even when I just imagine it. But it’s not as good as when it comes from my aunty. But I did
n’t care, I still enjoyed it. Moooooo yaaaaaaa……!!! I felt like I could blew some fire from my mouth! It was so hot!!! Even very cold water couldn’t help it.

So I used my secret weapon. Hot rice! Yeaaahhh that’s it! Not hot like spicy just like rujak, but hot in another way. It’s hot because it’s warmed in the rice cooker. So I toke a spoon. Then scoop the rice into my mouth. I felt when the hot from the rice met the hot from the rujak. Hell yeah, that’s AWESOME!!! Hahahaha. After that I drank cold water from our refrigerator. Uuuuhhhh, I like it! That’s a life! xD

After that , a take a nap for awhile with my hand still hold on tv remote, xixixixi,,,

Couple minutes letter, my aunty and my little brother arrived at home. They just from a minimarket, in front of our house. *it’s so cool to live here because my house around with minimarket, supermarket, hardware store, some booths, hospital, hotel, bookstore, restaurants, and so much more

My aunty hold on a plastic bag consist of many kind of snack. I can handle my self not to it them. At that time I forgot that how I wanted to be slim and skinny. One by one I ate it. Not all that snack, but most of them. When all that snacks was out of stock, then I realized,,,

OMG! Soon I’ll be fatter and fatter! Arrrgggghhhhhh…..

So, I decided not to eat my dinner to less my weight. But you know what?! I forgot what I decided before and still ate my dinner. Full portion, I guessed, hahaha,,,

So the conclusion is “eat whatever you wanna eat, as long as that can make you happy”, another conclusion is “always prepare some stomachache medicine cuz you don’t know where your stomach will angry and mad about your greediness of food!”

Enjoy your life! :D

Unsend Letter

2010-06-13T13:36:00.000+07:00

Hmmm, malam di hari Minggu. Beda loh artinya dengan malam minggu. Ini sih Cuma hari minggu, tapi di malam hari (apa seehh, mulai gj dach! xD). Hape q dengan indahnya mengalunkan nada serenade in G major. 1 sms masuk. From Riris.

“Tuuuuudddddd,,,, si kakap posting foto loh! Seru deh fotonya!, coba kamu cek gih!”
Owkeeeyyy, dengan gelap mata (kayak judul lagu dech perasaan o.O) langsung q cek. Q klik pilihan sambungan ke internet, menuju salah satu social network. Klik klik klik….. dan voilaaa….! Ketemu juga, q pandang foto itu lekat-lekat. Durasi yang lumayan lama buat mandangin 1 buah foto doank,,,

Hasssshhhhh…..

Nyadar ga kalo ada yang salah di Scene ini???
Yap! Dengan mudahnya aq langsung interest buat ngeliat tuh foto. You know why?
Karena objek yang ada di foto itu adalah objek yg spesial. Karena itu adalah kamu!!!. Hey kamu, cowok gendut aneh disana. Iya, kamu….!!!

Kemudian serenade in G major kembali mengalun. One more message. From Riris, again…
“Sudahlah tuuuud, lupakan penghuni rawa-rawa itu, masih ada yang lain yang lebih indah”.
Iya aq pengen banget lupa, tapi…..

Yeah, nama spesial q untukmu adalah kakap! (kalo ga salah sih ikan kakap itu penghuni rawa-rawa, katanya Riris…. Hahahaha). Kakap kakap kakap, ga ada yang tau siapa itu kakap selain aq dan riris. Well, dengan begitu aq bebas manggil kakap ratusan kali, hihihihi.

Kap, this is unsend letter from me to you:

Surabaya, 6 Juni 2010

Dear someone who still standing on my mind,,,

Hell yeah, entah apa yang ada dipikiran q saat ngetik kata per kata. Tapi sakitnya perlahan mereda seiring dengan luruhnya ingatan di kepala ini. Boleh kan q katakan semuanya? Toh juga q yakin kamu ga akan pernah baca blog ini, apalagi unsend letter ini,,,

Buat dirimu yang q rasa udah pernah tau kalau aq suka kamu. But unfortunately, you still don’t know how much I like everything about you. And lately, I think…..I kind of love you. Oh God, this is bad!
Aq ga tau darimana ini berawal, terlebih lagi kapan ini akan berakhir. Bolehkah aq memilih? Aq ingin ini cepat berakhir. Rasanya sakit banget. Beneran, tapi ini bukan salahmu. Sorry, please don’t ever think about it. I just don’t want to hurt you. Sepenuhnya adalah salah q. But, just so you know, this feeling taking control of me. And I can’t help it. That you should know, I’ve tried my best to let go of you. Just so you know,,,

Aq masih ingat waktu itu minggu UAS semester satu. Besoknya adalah ujian tentang pengetahuan bahan teknik yang isinya hafalaaaaannnn aja. Niat belajar cuma 50%. Truz kamu suddenly send a wall dan bilang ke aq buat belajar demi UAS bsok. Kamu tau apa yang q lakukan?? Aq langsung ambil buku itu, q pelajari baik-baik, bener-bener aq niatkan buat belajar saat itu. Ngantuk??? Nggak! Sama sekali ga ada rasa ngantuk. Truz bisa ga aq jawab soal2 itu keesokan harinya? Bisa! Semua soal terjawab! Perfecto! Damn it! Kamu ternyata bisa mempengaruhi aq! Hal yang terasa sulit, jadi mungkin. You teach me to open my eyes to every possiblelity. Aq punya mimpi yang q rasa luar biasa buat masa depan q nanti, tapi kamu buat aq untuk bermimpi lebih lagi, lebih luar biasa!

One day aq pernah beruntung dapat message dari kamu yang isinya ajakan dinner. Ditraktir pula! Well, ga berdua doank sich, totalnya bertiga. Kamu pasti ga tau kalo waktu itu aq luar biasa senangnya. I tried to be chilled. I was melted inside. Beneran saat itu ga ada hal lain yang q pikirin selain kamu. There for, aq minta pesenan q dibungkus aja. Aq udah mikir kalo aq ga bakalan konsen makan. Jangankan makan, laper yang tadinya bener2 mencekik pun tiba2 ilang gitu aja! It was vanished like a bubble. Pas di jalan pulang kamu tau apa yang q katakan ke Riris?
“OMG OMG OMG! Ris! I can’t hardly breath!”

~ @ my place, q buka bungkusan itu, q makan sedikit, bener2 ga niat makan. Bukan karena ga laper. Tapi pikiran q udah full. Full of you. Damn it! I’m spending by the place that I met you for the ninety seventh time, tonight,,,
And until now, aq sering belanja di tempat itu. Bukan makanan yang q beli, tapi kenangan di hari itu. Tragisss TT^TT

Did you remember?, sewaktu liburan perkuliahan semester ganjil, kamu berkata esok di pagi harinya kamu berniat akan jogging ke sebuah pantai? Dan aq berkata aq pasti datang. Dan benar saja, aq datang ke sana. Aq jogging sambil memperhatikan sekeliling q, berharap dapat berpapasan denganmu. Tidak. Sama sekali tidak ada kamu disana. Sedikit kecewa sih. Sedikit saja koq. Jujur, aq memang sukaaa banget dengan yang namanya pantai. Tapi kamu membuat q jadi sangat amat mencintai pantai. Dan aq sampai saat ini masih suka mengunjungi pantai itu. Bukan karena kamu. tapi karena aq memang cinta dengan tuh pantai. Aq ga berharap ketemu sama kamu disitu.
Well……Bohong…., aq sedikit berharap. Sekali lagi “sedikit”.

Terkadang aq mikir, apa yang sebenarnya membuat q benar-benar terpikat setengah mati sama kamu. Genteng? Nope! Kamu biasa aja, wajah pas2an, hehehe. Atletis?? Nope! Malahan kamu gendut! One day aq saranin kamu buat ngegym, dan kamu bilang, “ok besok aq ke Gym dech!”. Tapi q rasa akhirnya kamu ga ke gym, hihihi. Aq emang ga peduli kamu gendut, kurus, jelek, dark skin. Charming? Nope! Kamu orangnya jayus koq, sama sekali ga jaim. Lalu apa yang q suka dari kamu???
Murni yang q suka adalah personality dirimu,,, yeah… maybe you don’t believe it, but that’s true….
Ga ada alasan buat aq ga suka kamu, kelebihan dan kekurangan mu pun luar biasa aq menyukainnya. Sayangnya justru ada seribu alasan buatmu untuk ga suka aq. I’m not perfect. And that’s hurt TT.TT

Beneran, ngobrol ga jelas denganmu bener-bener ampuh buat ngilangin semua beban di pikiran q, beneran! I really really love this side of you,,,
I kind of miss it,,,
Sadar ga kamu kalau sekarang, Jangankan ngobrol, kalau ketemu aja qt berdua serasa sama-sama menghindar. Pura-pura ga liat satu sama lain (apa aq aja yg pura2 ga liat y? xD). Tapi tahukah kamu di dalam hati q? aq seneng banget bisa ketemu kamu lagi. Damn! This is really bad!

Sempat terbesit, seandainya aq lahir 4 tahun lebih cepat,,,
Mungkin, mungkin, sekali lagi mungkin aq punya kesempatan menemuimu lebih awal, mengenalmu lebih awal, membuatmu merasakan apa yang aq rasakan padamu sekarang,,,

Aq suka, sukaaaaa banget sama kamu, therefor I can’t handle my feeling then I said what I feel to you. I did it. Ide yang sangat gila emang buat aq yang ga pernah mengatakan ke orang lain perasaan q. Dan apa yang selanjutnya terjadi??? Yap! Kamu pergi!!! Itu resiko terbesar yang q ambil. Tapi aq ga nyesel, asal tahu saja. Aq bakal lebih nyesel lagi kalau masih mendem teruz sampai sekarang. Boleh kah q katakan? aq rasa kamulah cowok pertama yang pernah q rasakan adanya cinta.

Dan q rasa, kamu bawa pergi semua hati q, because now I can’t love somebody else. Setiap bertemu denganmu, bahkan sekalipun hanya mendengar namamu, jantungq berdegup kencang. Aq ga bisa mengendalikannya. It’s like my heart not belong to me anymore, it’s belong to you. YOU.

Tahukah kamu? I hate u! I hate u! I hate you! I hate everything that reminds me with you! But the most thing that I hate is the fact that I don’t hate you, I don’t hate you at all!!!, not even close…

Hey you who still running on my mind,,,
Are you happy there? Jaga kesehatan ya, jangan sampai sakit. Biarin aja aq seperti ini. This is so classic, but I really meant it, aq akan lebih bahagia lagi kalau kamu akhirnya bisa nemuin kebahagiaanmu sendiri, eventhough it’s without me. I hope the best for you, kap,,,

So many questions, I need an answer, but
Someday I’ll know, why I wasn’t meant for you,,,
Ok, take care kakap! =D

From me,
The girl who still loving u,
Two years or later,

You’re still on my mind

Gombaaaaaallllll.....!!! xD

2010-05-14T19:39:00.000+07:00

hammm........hmmpppphhhhh......hiiiiimmmmmm......

hooooooiiiiii.....!, kali ini gw ngisi cerita tentang everything about GOMBAL!!!,

well, awal mulanya gw ngenet malem2 di ruang nonton asrama. Pas itu gw posisi lagi boring banget buka internet, uda kehabisan ide maw liat apa (nah lo!), tiba-tiba, terdengar suara yang semirwing, exciting gitu manggil nama gw (hiiiiii......!!!),,,,,,

STOP!....,,,

ceritanya bukan ke arah situuuuuuu,,,,

suara itu berteeriak (lebay :D) : Ekaaaaaaa.........ekaaaaaaaaaa......!!!!, coba buka situs 'blablabla' (situs dirahasiakan, karena ini bukan ajang promosi, huahahaha, untuk taw nama situsnya silahkan cek di plurk saya!, lucu koq! =D)......!!!!!!!!

ya gw yang udah ga da niat mandangin lappy, langsung aja nich tangan dengan lincahnya ngetikin alamat tuh website hasil bisikan semirwing temen gw. Dan, voilaAAAA.....! gw ngakak haabis-habisan baca tuh website, isinya emang kata2 gombal semua!,

Kata2 yang tertuang di sana, membuat gw yang lugu dan manis ini (xixixixixi, ga ada yang protes gw, MERDEKA!!!!) flashback lagi ketika gw masih awal-awal jadi mahasiswi disini,

what---why---where---when---who---how???? monggo monggo dibaca, rek.....

Ceritanya bermula ketika hari itu gw maw liat pengumuman hasil pre-test buat menentukan masuk kelas matrikulasi yang mana. Nah berhubung gw masih anak baru disini, yaa ga taw apa2 kan, ga taw jalan. Probabilitas untuk tersesat sebesar 99% (hasil belajar Statistik Industri ni!, mukyaaaaaaaa!!!!!!). So, gw yang imut ini, ga mau tersesat di tengah kota yang puaaannaaaaasnya pol-polan ini. Dari sinilah terbesit ide untuk mengajak 3 teman gw yang baik, lucu, dan menggemaskan (anyway tengkyuuuu guys, you r the best!) untuk ikut melihat hasil pengumuman bareng2. Langsung aja dengan sigap jari2 lincah ini mengetikkan EsEmEs buat 1 orang, truz dia ngajakin 2 orang laennya (w.o.w, hemat bangeet...!!! minta tolong satu teman, eh ada 3 yang siap membantu, hihihi xD),

dan begitulah, kami berjalan dari arah asrama, menuju ke lokasi pengumuman. Mereka bertiga jalan di depan, dan gw, cwe sendiri ngikut kayak anak ayam kemanapun arah mereka pergi. Senangnyaaaaa, kayak princess yg dikawal bordiguard :D

Tadinya gw kira cwe2 aja yang bisa cerewet, eh ternyata cwo2 juga! malah isi obrolannya lucu2 banget. Gw baru tw, ternyata itu toh yang diobrolin kalo cwo lagi ngumpul. Perjalanan memakan waktu selama 10 menit. Ya kita2 ini jalan kaki lah, secara pas itu kebdaraan belom dikirim.

Dan kalian tau apa yang cwo2 ini obrolin???? kata2 gombal!!! haghaghaagzzzz, gw ketawa-ketawa ngakak sendiri selama perjalanan dengerin mereka sharing2 kata2 gombal, ampuuuuuuun dech! xD

Salah satunya berbunyi kayak gini:

Teman gw, sebut saja A :"Mbak, taw ga?, akhir2 ini saya kalo buat teh ga perlu pake gula lagi lho!"

Teman gw, sebut saja B : "Loh, kenapa mas?" (sambil ngakak2)

si A : "iya, abiz mbak manissss kayak gula sih"

buseeettttttt daaaahhhhhhh!!!!! dan masih banyak lagi hasil kreasi kata2 gombal mereka selama perjalanan. Ckckckckck, teman2 gw ini kreatif2 banget sehhhh!!! hahahahaha xD

o iya, dibawah ini gw selipin dech kata2 gombal yang gw dapet dari berbagai situs, selamat mengakak ria!!! haghaghaghagssss xD

1.Doraemon mungkin punya pintu kemana saja. tapi aku yakin, hanya aku yang punya pintu ke hatimu (idiiiiihhhh kepedean! wkakakakak xD)

2.bus yang barusan lewat itu jurusan mana ya? klo bus jurusan ke hatimu kapan lewatnya? (wah, maaf, bus jurusan itu udah lewat dari tadi....o.O)

3.pelajaran favorit disekolah: istirahat. pekerjaan favorit dikantor: gajian. kegiatan favorit dirmh: mikirin kamu (hoeeeeekkkkk....!)

4.kita ga akan kena razia 3 in 1 kok. kan ada aku, kamu, cinta kita. pas kan bertiga? (lho? bukannya kamu diitung 2 orang y? hahahaha)

5.ya ampun berat aku naik sekarang! ada hatimu sih dihatikuuuu (wiiiiii, alasan banget, kamu aja yang jarang olah raga xD)

eh...eh....ehhh....., gw potong sampe sini dulu kata2 gombalnya, pas lagi surfing, tiba2 ada yang menarik neeeehhhh....., judulnya surat cinta anak ipa, enjoy it!

Archimedes dan Newton tak akan mengerti Medan magnet
yang berinduksi di antara kita
Einstein dan Edison tak sanggup merumuskan E=mc2
Ah tak sebanding dengan momen cintaku
Pertama kali bayangmu jatuh tepat di fokus hatiku
Nyata, tegak, diperbesar dengan kekuatan lensa
maksimum

Bagai tetes minyak milikan jatuh di ruang hampa
Cintaku lebih besar dari bilangan avogadro…

Walau jarak kita bagai matahari dan Pluto saat
aphelium
Amplitudo gelombang hatimu berinterfensi dengan hatiku
Seindah gerak harmonik sempurna tanpa gaya pemulih
Bagai kopel gaya dengan kecepatan angular yang tak
terbatas

Energi mekanik cintaku tak terbendung oleh friksi
Energi potensial cintaku tak terpengaruh oleh tetapan
gaya
Energi kinetik cintaku = -mv~
Bahkan hukum kekekalan energi tak dapat menandingi
hukum kekekalan di antara kita

Lihat hukum cinta kita
Momen cintaku tegak lurus dengan momen cintamu
Menjadikan cinta kita sebagai titik ekuilibrium yang
sempurna
Dengan inersia tak terhingga
Takkan tergoyahkan impuls atau momentum gaya

Inilah resultan momentum cinta kita…

oalaaaaaahhhh, saya jadi bingung nich maw pake rumus yang mana o.O

a little flash back my life in a short word

2010-02-02T13:33:00.000+07:00

Well, kalian semua pasti pada tau kalo ada fitur "calender" di hape. 4 taon yg lalu, waktu hape gw yg sony******** still fresh from the open, weeeiiitsss, fresh from the shop, ding! gw seneng banget nulis-nulis short story about what's going on in that date. Biasanya sih yg gw tulis ntu yg bener2 greesss, alias menggelitik nurani dan tanganq (alayyy dech!) buat menuliskannya. Kalo diitung-itung mestinya udah banyak banget yg gw tulis. Nah problematikanya (guaya cak!) adalah sekitar bulan Juli, my hunny bunny sweety, alias hape gw, mulai menunjukkan tanda2 mw pensiun. Weleh-weleh, padahal dalam perjalanan 4 taon ini kami telah berbagi suka dan duka bersama, walau gerimis, badai, ampe topan pun qt terjang bersama (ciee...cieee...). Sedihnya gw ga bisa menemani dy saat masa pensiunnya. You know why??? Simple. One day when I told my mum about it, she suddenly said, "Well, you can take my cell, kid!". And I said, "oh boy, oh boy, oh boy, gosh, are u sure about it, mum???" Ya untuk meyakinkannya gw mengeluarkan statement gini to my mum: well, if u sure about it, I'll do whatever u want mum,(kikikikikikikikik, kedengarannya pasrah2 aja, padahal dalem hati bilang YES!!!!), tapi mum kan sudah bilang gitu, barang yg sudah dikasih ga boleh dikembalikan lagi, oche???

wkakakakakakak, dan hape mulus itu begitu saja jatuh ke tangan gw. Dan hape lama gue yg udah memasuki umur pensiun dengan mudahnya kuwariskan pada adek gw yg slebor (ga bisa jaga barang red.). Buhbye my old handphone, welcome the blink-blink one, hohohohohoho.

Nah walau hape baru, kebiasaan lama di hape lama (nulis2 apa gitu di kalender) tetep berlanjut, yeah walaupun ga se-intens dulu.

Berikut semua short story yg gw tulis di calender hape gw dari bulan juli 2009, tanpa ada pengurangan apalagi penambahan, cape deeee....

2 Juli 2009: I don't know why I feel weird today. Soooo weird....

3 Juli 2009: Y ampun, it's so big fat stupid! koq bisa2nya I have crush with someone like that. Ishould be realize! What's the big deal 'bout him!. ok u gotta 4get it! Wakeup girl! He even don't realize it! oowww come on!!!

6 Juli 2009: 1.)Kalo boleh teriak, aq mw teriakin ini "I wont leave my home! I just too love my home!!! Home is different with house, cuz home is where ur heart at. 2.) my crush with that guy is officially over. There's nothing left behind.

8 Juli 2009: Hari ni hari keberangkatan ke sby. Uuuuuhhhh, sebenarnya aq seneng banget di rumah, ga akan pernah cukup waktu untuk dinikmati di rumah! Hatiq jadi padas, ga ada rasa, no feeling at all. Tadinya sedih banget, tapi karena terlalu gengsi buat ngeluarin, jadi hambar dech sekarang, rasanya rata....

13 Juli 2009: Terkapar, terkulai karena sakit perut. UUuuuuuhhh. Mana besok ada mid test fisika lagi! Help! S.O.S! Biasanya kalo lagi sakit di rumah, jadi ratu. Mulai dech miss my home.

1 Agustus 2009: Ow so,,, He have warned me 3times!, indeed, not to crush with him. In this case, we have already get da limit. I think.... There's nothing else I can do to save it! I just must to get over it!

17 September 2009: Gila banget dech, kalo ngeliat note yg lawas2, bisa2nya aq kayak gtu. Wakakakakakakakakak xD

28 Desember 2009: Ketemu senior buat nanyain nilai evaluasi 4 q. Kemana gerangan???

29 Desember 2009: 1.)Semoga.... Semoga semuanya lancar, semoga aq berhasil, semoga aq beruntung, semoga aq bahagia, semoga aq sukses..... Semoga bisa lebih baek lagi!. 2.) Go Home.

19 Januari 2010 : Hmppphhh..... ada disini (Sby) seperti mimpi. Ada di rumah juga seperti mimpi. Cuma bedanya, saat di rumah waktu bagai roket. Walau begitu aq amat menyukainya..... Amat sangat suka.....

that's all. The only left.

Lucu juga yg gw tulis. But a little word, could remind me with some situations. Aw...Aw....Aw.....

That's called life, dude!

Love...Love...Love

2010-01-11T16:34:00.000+07:00

Huuuffftttt.....

kalo diinget-inget, 24 jam yang lalu aq masih di rumah. Nonton tv, baca komik, nyapu rumah, jaga rumah, makan, tidur, bercanda ama adek2, ngenet, dll. Truz jam 7pm, travel ngejemput di depan rumah. Orang2 rumah kusalamin satu2. Sok kuat gitu aq. Pengen nangis sih padahal. Tapi ga mau keliatan lemah. Lama kagak di rumah, baru dapet liburan masak cuma 10hari???

uuuhhhh, aq tau ni emank pilihanq sendiri. Iya, aq yang mutusin milih lanjutin sekolah yang jaraknya 12 jam perjalanan darat dari rumah (menurutq itu jauh). Tapi, baru aja nyampe sini uda mulai dech kangeeeen ama rumah. Secara ya, benernya aq balik kesini tanggal 24, tapi karena ada suatu kegiatan (huuuuuhhhh), aq balik tanggal 10 deh! Temen sekamar juga belom dateng. Tadi liat jam 3 sore di kamar. Huuuuh udah mulai jenuh. Padahal di kamar uda q siapin setumpuk komik. Hmmmppphhh...... Ini masih liburan padahal. Tapi baru pertama kali aq ngerasa bosen liburan n pengen cepet2 mulai semester baru. Ya iyalah, secara liburannya kagax di rumah. Aq heran. Temen2 pada bilang bosen liburan di rumah. Aq ga pernah sekalipun bosen dengan yang namanya di rumah. Secapek apapun kondisinya, sejenuh apapun, sesebel apapun, asalkan uda ada di rumah, semuanya sirna. Rasanya seneeeengggg banget pas ada di rumah.

Mungkin dulu aq cinta ama yang namanya rumah. Tapi setelah jauh dari rumah, aq jadi cintaaaaaAAAAAAAAA banget sama yang namanya rumah dan segala isinya. Aq jadi lebih menghargai waktu kebersamaan dengan keluarga. Tiap moment di rumah itu sangat berharga buatq. I miss home. I need some suggestion. Rasanya pengeeen banget ketemu rumah. God, please help me. I don't know what to do.

I LOVE U MY FAMILY

I LOVE U MY HOME

a little review,,,

2010-01-08T11:25:00.000+07:00

baru aja.....

baru aja gw baca note dari salah satu temen gw, yg dia kutip dari salah satu alamat web,,, Note itu isinya artikel tentang bedanya suka, sayang, dan cinta. Well setelah q cek2, ternyata dari keempat chrushed boy yang pernah gw ceritain, semuanya baru sampai pada tahap suka,,,

well,

cuma sampai tahap SUKA!!!

mungkin masih terlalu muda untuk tahu and feeling the "love" to someone special,,,

wew, okelah kalo gitu,,,

Soundtrack....

2010-01-05T07:37:00.000+07:00

this story masih nyambung ama love conffesions sebelumnya ^^ (wewww, kalo dibaca-baca lagi, that's just a little crazy love story of my life xD). Gini ni awal ceritanya......(wiiii kayak maw dongeng aja) Waktu itu gw bingung mw nyari channel apa buat ditonton, udah dalam situasi boring banget tuh! Truz ga sengaja gw klik channel MTV Asia. Pas tu yang diputer (emang es puter??) video clipnya Michael Buble yang judulnya "Haven't Met You Yet", gw perhatiin tuh videoclip. Aw aw aw aw...., lagunya so sweet banget, videoclipnya juga,,,, Dan........ Michael Buble nya juga kereeeennnn dech! Tapi dari semuanya yang paling gw suka tuh makna lagunya, it's soooo deep =D, ngerasa kayak gue banget! Cocok buat soundtrack cerita gue sebelumnya,,, I just haven't met him yet! I'm sure that one day I'll meet you,,,

hmmmm..... before you guys read it, now i just wanna say: I Love U Michael Buble!!!, I'm sure someday I'll meet you!!! (ke-PD-an mode on) ^^v

I'm not surprised,
Not everything lasts,
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in,
I talk myself out,
I get all worked up,
Then I let myself down,

I tried so very hard not to loose it;
I came up with a million excuses,
I thought I thought of every possibility,

And I know some day that it’ll all turn out,
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And I promise you kid that I give so much more than I get~ mmm.......
I just haven't met you yet.

Mmmmm ....

I might have to wait,
I’ll never give up,
I guess it's half timin', and the other half's luck,
Wherever you are,
Whenever it's right,
You'll come outta nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazin',
And baby your love is gonna change me,
And now I can see every possibility, mmmmmm....

Somehow I know that it’ll all turn out,
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And promise you kid, I'll give so much more than I get, mmmm....
I just haven't met you yet.

They say all’s fair
in love and war
But I won’t need to fight it,
we'll get it right an',
we'll be united

Instrumental

and I know that we can be so amazin',
And bein' in your life is gonna change me,
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmmmm

And someday I know it'll all turn out,
And I'll work to work it out,
Promise you kid I’ll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get.

Oh, you know it'll all turn out,
and you'll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And promise you kid to give so much more than I get, yeah
I just haven't met you yet.

I just haven't met you yet,
Oh, promise you kid,
To give so much more than I get.

I said love love love love love love love.....
I just haven't met you yet
Love love love .....
So doy day ay ay ay, ay ay yeah
I just haven't met you yet

Just a Little Confession......

2009-12-31T21:45:00.000+07:00

Well, ga kerasa ya ni udah mau taon baru lagi. 2010. hmmmm..... malem taon baru ini gw ngerasa bahagia banget ada di rumah lebih dari taon-taon sebelumnya. Hari ini gw baru aja nyampe di rumah jam 10 siang tadi, setelah hampir 4 bulan kagax ada di rumah. Yeaaaa, inilah resiko yang gw ambil. Kampus yang berjarak 12 jam perjalanan darat dari rumah, ckckck, ga pernah nyangka dech sebelomnya -.-"

Buanyyyaaakkkk buaaaannnngggeeettt (alay mode on) hal yang udah terjadi di taon 2009. mulai dari mana y? klo di urut2 sich, ada kejadian ujian nasional sma, my 18th birthday, and then graduation, truz kuliah, and so much more! yang paling berkesan sich taon ini,,, ehmmm, gimana y......(pura2 malu mode on xD ),,, taon ini gw got crushed with 4 guy!!!!! yeaaaaahhhhh, thats crazy, silly, but awesome in the same time,,, this four crush is end because of silly thing, oh my, oh my, OMG....

1st crushed: yyy, entah mengapa gw got crushed with this guy. tiba2 aja gitu. Well, mungkin sedikit karena this guy is kind of intellegence people. UUUhhh, pas itu gw jadi sukaaaaa banget, apalagi kalo dapet kesempatan komunikasa ama this guy. Y, kebetulan selama sebulan gw dapet kesempatan lebih dekat lagi karena suatu hal (rahasa dunkzzz .....xD). Tapi lama kelamaan, dari satu komunikasi ke komunikasi berikutnya, bikin gw jadi ilfil ama nih orang. menurut gw this guy orangnya idealis banget. someday qt dengan temen2 lainnya sharing2. entah dari mana dimulainya perbincangan itu, pokoknya dy sempet ngungkapin kalo cewek impiannya dia itu yang pinter (y pastinya, cwo tipe gini biasanya nyari cewe smart juga), putih, bibirnya tipis, dan bla....bla....bla....Pokoknya semakin hari dy bikin gw jadi semakin ilfil dan ngerasa dy ga mungkin gw miliki, well secara persyaratannya dy tinggi banget gtu. Lagian dy seakan-akan ngarahin gw bwt jangan sampai got crushed dengan dy. Gw juga jadi tambah ngerasa ga mungkin bgt dapetin nich orang. Yup! seminggu pemulihan gw udah bisa menghilangkan feeling itu. And u know what???!!!!, beberapa minggu yang lalu dy sempet cerita ke gw katanya tipe2 cewe yang dy cari sebenernya ada di gw, sekali lagi, GW!!!! tapi dy bilang ga mungkin karena qt adalah temen lama. What??? temen lama??? iy emang qt uda jadi siswa di tempat yang sama 6 taon, tapi baru jadi temen tuh ya baru2 ini. Yeah, dalem ati gw cuma bisa bilang: ckckckckck, seandainya dulu kamu taw, seandainya....., tapi sekarang kalo kamu tw, it's too late, babe!

2nd crushed: cwo ini adalah my first crushed to senior in campuss. Dari awal emang sudah terbius sich. Jadi setiap ketemu cowo ini, gw selalu ngeliatin, merhatiin dy. Sometimes I felt like he is stare at me too (jadi ngerasa gr gmana getooo...^^). One day, salah seorang temen gw, sebut saja.... apa y...., ya pokoknya gitu dech, pokoknya dy salah satu temen cewe gw. Lah entah dari mana berawal, akhir cerita gw ngaku ke temen gw ni kalo gw suka ama cwo tu. Dia kaget dan bilang, masa??????!!! Truz gw nanya, emanknya napa??? Truzz dy bilang, aq juga lho, well ternyana we hame the same taste, Sis!!! Truzzz qt sama2 exciting bareng, lompat2 gitu, kayak abiz ngebentuk fans club gto (y ampyuuuunnn, heboooh bo!). Tiga hari kemudian, gw ama temen cwe gw ini ke kontrakan temen. Tanpa sengaja ada seorang temen, sebut saja si A, nyeletuk bilang: Wow, cewenya si tuan rumah dateng. Gw n temen cwe gw waktu itu gtw, sapa aja yg ngontrak di situ. truz tmen gw ntu nanya, emank sapa cwo kakak itu?. tanpa babibu,si A langsung aja bilang, "tuh, foto cowonya ada di belakang kalian". Gw ama tmen gw langsung aja ngeliat ke belakang. dan teriak bareng, Aaaaaaa??????!!!!!! Gw ama tmen gw langsung pandang2an. Lemas. Trus qt langsung sikut2an, n ketawa2 miris. Di perjalanan pulang (qt naek motor yg berbeda), gw ma temen gw teruz ngebahas masalah ini. Yeah..... qt saling bilang satu sama lain,"Hiks, kalo kakak ntu jadi milik lo, gw rela koq, sist!" Busssseeeetttt daaaahhhhhh. Perasaan ni berhasil gw hilangin dalam waktu 2 minggu. sementara temen gw bisa ngilangin dalam waktu sebulan!!! ckckckckckck, ternyata dy lebih dalem,,,

3rd crushed: yeaahhhh, this story is a little bit silly, well not little, but much, wkekekekekek xD. Waktu tu gw ama salah seorang temen gw kenalan ama this guy. Menurut q sich biasa aja, y dech, sedikit tertarik, sedikit lho! tapi keesokan harinya temen gw "nge-review" lagi soal perkenalan kami dengan that guy. Temen gw ini bilang kalo cwo kemaren yg qt ajak kenalan ntu guanteng (menurut temenq lho). Truz gw cuma bilang, ooo iya y???, well ga jelek sich. Yah karena statement dari temen gw inilah gw jadi sempet memikirkan hal yang sama. Gw add dech dy di fb. Well, lumayan juga, hwehehehehe. Truz gw liat info relationshipnya, and taaaadaaaaaa......! Nope! ga ada keterangan at all. So gw anggap itu single (y ampun, polosnya). One day, temen gw yang lain nanya sapa sich orang yg gw suka saat ini. Nah lho gw bingung jawabnya. Beneran dech pas itu belom ada yang bener2 gw suka, secara gw ga sempet mikirin mw suka ama siapa cz lagi masa2 sibuk bwt tugas gitu dech (alah, sok sibuk gw! xD). Yeah, temen gw yg satu ni ngedesek gw teruzzzz buat ngasitaw orang yang lagi gw suka. Gw bingung, ya biar dy merasa puas, gw kasi ja satu nama. Yup! the name is: my 2nd crushed. lama2 gw jadi mempertimbangkan this guy. Nah Lho!!!. Yuuuupp....! and once again yuuuupppppp........!!!! gw jadi suka beneran ama this guy. Taw ga sih lo, pas dy ultah, gw bela2in tetep standby ampe jam 12 lewat dikit bwt ngasih ucapan selamet ke dy. Ckckckckckckc..... Nah, puncak ceritanya tuh pas gw lagi jalan2 ke tempat favorit gw (u know where). Gw dalam posisi mw pulang, ga sengaja gw papasan ama orang yg rasa2nya gw kenal. Setelah lewat 10 meter, orang ni teriakin nama gw. Y langsung aja gw balik badan and pasang senyum lebar ke arah sumber suara. Dan, ya ampuuuuunnnnn....! itu dy! Ama sapa tuh??? asumsi gw itu cwenya. Ya ampuuuuunnnnn decccchhhhhh.....! Buseeeeeettttttt! Pulang dari tempat itu gw langsung cerita ke temen gw yg dulu maksa bwt ngasitw orang yg gw suka. Y elah, dy malah ketawa2 aja pas tau kejadian yg gw alami. Dasaaaaaaaarrrrrr.....! And than beberapa saat kemudian this guy, ganti relationshipnya jadi "berpacaran". Ayayayayayayayayay....., dari kemaren2 kek! Ga lama koq, seminggu aja gw uda berhasil ngilangin that feeling.

4th chrushed: ini yang paling spesial. Sampe sekarang masih terasa susah bwt ngilanginnya. Hiks. Apa y yg gw suka dari this guy? well, I can't explain it! yang jelas qt uda banyak komunikasi, terutama lewat fb. gw ngeluarin 1 statement, langsung dech dikomentarin ama dy, ampe list commentnya puaanjjjaaaaaanggggg!!!! Sebaliknya, kalo dy ngeluarin suatu statement, langsung dech gw comment, ampe puaaannnnnjaaaaannnnggggg juga. Pas gw ada ujian n mulai ngantuk bwt belajar, dy ngasi semangat, yeaaa gw jadi kagax ngantuk lagi n jadi semangat belajarnya. Hari2 yang berat juga ga terasa cz gw ngerasa enjoy dengan joke2 yang selalu dy cetuskan. Hmpppphhhhh.......Truz, one day, aq cek relationnya dy. hasil riset menyatakan (menurut gw) dy punya "spesial" relation with a girl. Gw cek lagi, cek lagi,,, yah dari perbincangan mereka, n dari ejek2an temen2 mereka, gw jadi ngerasa ga da kesempatan bwt dapetin dy. Y, wajar sich secara cewe itu lebih dulu kenal ama this guy. Lama2 gw jadi tambah ngerasa ga bisa dapetin dy, tapi justru gw jadi semakin addicted sama dy. Truzzz one day, gw ngeluarin pernyataan ekstrim. Gw bilang bso gw akan ngehapus dy dalam daftar list temen gw (di suatu situs jejaring sosial) karena gw bener2 ngerasa ga bisa ngedapetin dy, dan daripada gw ngerasa tersiksa kalo inget dy, mending gw hapus aja dy dari friendlist gw. Dy ga nyadar kalo dy yang gue maksud. Keesokan harinya, pas malem2 dy baru nyadar kalo gw ga bisa dijangkau ama dy. Dy nanya ama temen gw apa dy ngelakuin kesalahan??? (Hmpppphhhhhh...... miris rasanya pas nulis ni). temen gw nyampein hal itu ke gw. Nggak koq! Nggakkk! Dy sama sekali ga ada salah! gw yang.... yang g bisa aja nerima hal itu, ga bisa addicted lebih dalam lagi,,,, Dari sinilah (mungkin) dy nyadar kalo gw have a crushed with him. Well dy nge-add gw lagi bwt jadi temennya. Truzz komunikasi tetep berjalan, BUT..... tiga hari kemudian ga ada berbekas apa2, ga ada komunikasi sama sekali. Dan just end, yeahhh just end, babe! Huhuhuhuhuhu......untuk yang satu ini, feeling gw udah berkurang tapi tetep aja masih berharap. OH NO!!!! Secara si 4th crushed boy inilah gw paling lama feelingnya diantara crushed guy yang laen. Sekarang setiap ketemu (jaraaaaaangggg banget sich) that guy, gw jadi membatu,,, Another crushed guy in this new year will erase my feeling to him =D

Yeaaaahhhhh,,,, that's one part of my life. Rasanya manis asem asin sich, tapi that's such an awesome adventure of my life! Semoga di taon 2010 ini gw bisa jadi orang yang lebih baek lagi, lebih rajin belajar lagi, lebih berprestasi lagi, disayang smua orang, lebih kuat and tangguh lagi, tambah pinter, tambah cantik, tambah tinggi (mauuuuu......!!!!!), pokoknya semua yang baek2 dech. Astungkara!!!!!

So that's all of my confessions. Tengkyu buat kalian semua yang uwda ngebaca. And gw juga mw ngucapin Happy New Year 2010...!!! God Bless Us...! =DDD

i Luv My Beach...!

2008-11-02T15:22:00.000+07:00

Sebulan yang lalu pas aq ke sanur, terpampang pengumuman mengenai The 1^st Asean Beach Game. Baca judulnya aza aq udah tertarik banget buat nonton. Pas aq ngebaca pengumuman itu, di Sanur sudah siap2 bwat event ini . Dari situ aq ngerancanain datang minggu depannya lagi buat nonton. Eh, sayangnya pas hari H tiba, ortu ternyata punya acara kondangan . Sedih sich tapi masih ga pa pa cuz kan minggu depan masih ada. Cuma nonton penutupan sich no problem!. Q tunggu hari Minggu dengan sabar dan penuh harap (ciee…apaan sich?!). hari h pun tiba. Eeeh….ternyata karena suatu hal, hiks….,dengan berat…berat…berat hati aq merelakan ga pergi nonton ke Sanur . Ya seharian itu aq bete banget . Hari minggu berikutnya aq sekeluarga ga bisa lagi pergi ke pantai cuz ada acara jalan santai.

Tapi itu kan minggu lalu!!! So forget about it girl! Hari nie aq ma ortu ma adek akhirnya ke pantai juga. Yaa walaupun ABG udah berakhir, tapi ga pa pa dech, semangat olahraga kan masih ada .

Pagi nie aq bangun jam 05.30. jujur, sebenrnya masih rada2 ngantuk gtw. Tapi aq ga maw ngelewatin kesempatan buat ngunjungin tempat favoritq. Duch senengnya cuz uda 3 hari minggu q lewati tanpa ke Sanur, rasanya gemana gto… bukannya gimana2 sich, sebenernya tujuan utama ke Pantai tu sich buat jalan2 pagi nyususuri pantai (dan beberapa alasan tambahan laennya juga sich, he..he..he). Jalan yang biasa ditempuh sih lumayan panjang n sedikit capek, tapi tetep asyik. Ktanya sich klo rajin jalan n gerakin kaki bisa bikin kaki panjang, hwee…hee…hee…selain itu juga biar sehat (idiiih sok sehat bgt sich gw). Lagian pemandangan pantai tuh indaah banget. Aroma pantai n air lautnya nenangin banget. tadi pagi sich air lautnya lagi surut, so rumput2 hijaunya keliatan. tapi tetep indah koq

Setelah jalan kaki lumayan lama, aq ma keluarga istirahat dulu nieee….nie Yanti lagi pasang pose setelah kelelahan jalan :

Biz tuh, gantian doonk…Nie aq:

Setelah beberapa menit duduk bwat liat2 n lirik2 akhirnya kami ngelanjutin acara jalan pagi, tapi menuju arah pulang cuz jam udah nunjukin jam 8 (klo di pantai udah termasuk siang bwt jalan pagi). Eh ada minimarket yang menggoda banget. Aq masuk dech ke minimarket itu bwat beli sesuatu cuz kebetulan aq blom maem.

Niat awalnya sich Cuma mo beli makanan kecil. Eh malah jadi gelap mata n ngeborong cake2 di sana. Yah, padahal niatnya ke pantai kan bwat olahraga ngebakar kalori, tapi endingnya beli makanan dech! Sebenernya setelah gambar nie diambil aq makan tipat lagi, he…he…he…ya jadi, abiz bakar kalori nambah kalori lagi dech, hu…hu…hu…

Ya segitu dulu dech ceritaq tentang pantai. Pokoknya, I luv my beach !!!

SaAT hUjaN MeNyApA...

2008-10-27T19:50:00.000+07:00

Hari niE pagI2 wakToe aQ berAngkat ke skul…tiba-tiba hujan deras banget. Karena tanggung ntar lagi udach dEkEt skul, sO aq ga paKe jas ujan. Ya Gtw dech jadi basah semuanya. bAsah, dingIn, bEceK, ya…ya…ya…n masih ada SeGudang keluhan laennya tentang hujan. Tapi entah mengapa hujan tuch buatq menyimpan kenangan2 tersendiri. Ada sedih, luCu, taWa, bAhagia, kecEwa, pokoknya semua feel itu tercampur saat hujaN. hUjan tuch special banGet. Aq bisa ngerasain aroma nature yang ngebuat semuanya fresh lagi. Aq bisa ngeliat tetes hujan yang terperangkap di daun. Dan wakTu tetes dari daun itu jatuh, rasanya Waaaah banget dech. truZz hujan tuh seperti sebUah jawabAn dari penantian. Yah waktu kemaren2 qT kepanasan Qt rindu banget ma yang namanya hujan. naH itulah yang namanya jawaban dari penantian.

Bicara soal hujAn ga bisa lepas juga dari keGiatan yang enak dilakukan paS ujan. klO aQ sich pas ujan enaknya Duduk di bEranda rumah sAmbil deNgerin Musik ngInget2 kenangan truz ngerasain dInginnya huJan mEnyelimuti kuliT. pilIhan kedua tuh bAca novel ato komik di Dalam kamar sambil ngeliat pEmandangan hujan lewaT jendeLa. Pilihan keTiga juga ga kalah asyik. duDuk depAn tV sambil makan bakso pLus teH hangat. sLurrrp….! Kalow Kamu gImAnA??? baGi2 donK pengalaMan WakTu hUjanmu…

HUJAN SEHARI

Malaikat turun dari istana langitnya

Dia berbisik padaku lewat sentuhan angin dingin

Dan aku hanya bisa berkata,

“Biar! Biarkan langit melepas tangisnya !

Dalam rintik tajam menghujam

Dalam denyut kilat yang tak sabar

Menghapus deret kata yang terucap

Antara Sang Dharma dan Si Pendusta”

Dan hujan pun bercerita,

Tentang perjalanan panjang

Sebuah kehidupan yang tak’kan pernah sempurna

Mengoyak putih jadi abu, dan abu jadi hitam

“Biar! Biarkan semuanya tumpah selagi

Gemuruh hujan masih teguh menemani

Berceloteh segala derita dan kepalsuan dunia

Hingga pedihnya mongering

Dibalut oleh hangat sang surya

Saat kicau kedamaian berdentang

Sejenak kau terdiam dan akhirnya menjawab,

“Salah, Nak, Engkau salah! Waktu tak’kan pernah menemui ajalnya

Biarpun langkah terseok dalam amukan gelap

Sekalipun bahasamu telah ngilu membeku dan tenggelam

Bukan! Bukan salah detik yang kejam menorah

Hingga kau terperosok hilang daya

Biar!Biarkan segalanya bergulir

Karena setiap jatuh, bangkit adalah jawabnya

Dan kutahu sesungguhnya….

Lengkungan senyummu tak’kan mampu

Terhapus oleh

Hujan sehari

aBoUt KePlEsEt...

2008-10-12T17:00:00.000+07:00

Siapa sich yang ga pernah kepleset? Ada ga ya? Yang jelas dalam kurun waktu 4 taon nie, aq udah 3 kali kepleset! Duch! Malu, sakiit, tapi CuMa bisa seNyum ‘maKsa’ buat nuTupin.

KepLeset pertAma tuw pas aq keLas 3 smP. Aq inget banget waktu itu lagi musim hujan. Pokoknya semInggu tuh full hujan terus. Nach kebetulan sepatu yang udah q pake selama dua tahun, lepas bagian bawahnya (itu lo bagian yang berisi alur2 supaya cengkramannya ke tanah lebih kuat jadi kagak bakalan tergelincir). Ya karena tuh sepatu aq sUka banget, jadi reLa dech teteup make waLau alasnya hilang jaDi berbahaYa sebEnernya. Pas waktu aq nyampe di sekolah, ujan yang sedari pAgi tadi deres banget, udah mereDa. Aq jalan hati-hati (kadang naikin kecepatan dikit juga sech) sambil menAhan tas berat yang isinYa seKarung di punggUng. Dan…….aq kepleset juga. Di dEpan gerbang sekoLah lagi! (kebetulan gerbang sekolah smp q berhadapan dengan jalan utama yang ada di pusat kota). So bisa kamu baYangin donK berapA pasang mata yAng Memandang. waKtu itu Malunya leBih geDe dari sakitnya. raSanYa maw nuTup mUka pAke kAntonG plastic. tRuz cLeaning service dateng nOlongin aQ n diA biLang, “Hati-hati dek, musim hujan nie!, kamu suDah jadI oranG keDua yang jatuh hari ini!”. DaLaM hatI q mikir, Oooo…..ternyata kaGak aq sendiri ya yang keplesEt. hO…ho…ho, jaDi seDikit teRhibur deCh.

kepLeset keDua terJadi wAktu aq Kelas xi, yah belon setahun siCh. waKtu itu HaRi sAbtu n aQ bawa tAs tambahAn cuZ peLajarAnnYa baNyak. tRuzz pas pUlang q taruH tas jInjing yang luMayan berAt tu di setAng Motor kIri. jaDinYa mOtorq jAdi berat sebelah. pUncaknya aq dan mOtoR q kEpleSet deCh cuZ ga sEimbang. uUuhh…terPaksa maLu laGie decH diliaTin ma Anak2 laEn. kaRena kebEtulan aDek ama ibu lagiE pengen potong raMbut, sekAlian aja dech aq juGa ikuTan poTong RamBut. yeAh, maksudnya sich sapa taw ajA ga Da yang ingEt kaLo aq pErnah kePleset seTelah poTong RamBut. Di sEkolah tEmen2 pada biLang, “ah, ada2 aja! mAsa CUma kaRena keplEset n jaTuh, pOtong ramBut siCh!, palIng2 udaH gad a lagi yg IngeT keJadian iTu”. seTelah q pIkir2 bEner jUga siCh.

nAA, yang PalinG terbaru tuh (q haRap yang TeRakhir) kEpleSet sewaKtu peLajaran olahraga. paS itu aq n temen2 daPet giLiran lari. eH tiba2 aq kePleset cuZ rUmput yang kuinjek basah (lagi2 kareNa huJan). Wadoow, maluuu bgT apAlagi diLiatin ma temen2 (yang cWe aja sich cuz CwO2 uda pada pulang) ama adek2 kelas yang keTawa samPe keluar airmata. deNgan penGalamaN 2 kali kePleset sebElumnya, kePleset yang seKarang jaDi gA teraSa. Aq ga Lagi mIkir HAl bodOh suPaya YanG laen Lupa, cuZ pada akhirnya smuanya PaSti berlaLu. He…he…he…ga papa sEch, iTunG2 mEnDongkRak Popularitas (boong banget, seBenernya CuMa bwAt ngIbur diri Sendiri). But, kEep sMilE...!^_^

My oH mY...!

2008-10-11T19:16:00.000+07:00

Well, aq masih ingEt denGan jelas kejAdiannya. waKtu iToe Hari mInggu n aq masih DuDuk dibangku kelas ix. Iseng-iseng aq lewat Trisma sekalian taw gimana sech halamannya cuz q uDaCh planning bWat skul di sana. Truzz aq berhenti pas di depan gapura Trisma. Cuma mandangin aja cuz ga mungkin kan Aq mAsuK, secara gitoe aq kan blom jAdi mUrid siToe. Eh, waktu asyik mandangiN samBil berkhayAl, tiba-tibA datenglah salah satu pEnJaga sekolah situ n menghampiriq. “Adek, temen-temennya belum da di sekolah tuh! munKin siAngan bArU datang, tungga saja di dalam”, gitu dia bilang teruz pergi. semeNtara aq masih duduk di motor sambil senyum-senyum seNdiri. seDikit gR sich diKira anak siTu. tapI berSelang sEbulan kemUdian saat PengumuMan tpA, akHirnya resMilah q jaDi muRid di Sana.

yang pertaMa kalI kebayang saaT jaDi murid SmA tuch saat2 mos-nya. PaSti seRuu decH (jdi kEbAyAng mos yang di tayangin di SiNetron) . waktoE tu aq dateng seJam sebelum jadWal moS mulai. ternYata udacH rame juga. merEka padA umumnya gIe kenalaN satu sAma laen, so q IkuT Jga doNk. truZ saat kakaK2 panItia buKa pintu gerbang, Qt pun pada nYerbu. HaBiz pembagIan kelompOk, qt dikuMpulin di Kelas buAt diKasi ini-itoE. Q sicH masIh senyUm2 aja ngEliatin kaKak2 kOq pada serius bGt. Eh, ternyata emang gtw. Emang ga boleh senyum2. Ya amPun dech!. Hari tu ditutuP dgn peMbacaan barang2 yG mesti dibwa bso. Duch, bacA daFtarnya pUn cePeeeeeeet bgT! Karena ga Sempet nyatEt, smUa peserTa mos jdi KomPaken dech saling nanYa2. iTulah yang ngebuat Qt jaDi lebih kenaL n AkraB. Mosq PaGi dmule jam 06.30, but darI jam 05.30 dePan gerbang skUl udach raMe deNgan pEserta MoS yang duDuk berSila sambil NgAfal 1 bUku yG isinya dari Sejarah SeKolah, mAknA lambang, dafTar kEtuA oSis sampe LaGU2 SeKolAh. semEntara mOs sore klO ga salah dimUlai dari jam 13.30 WiTa.

DarI sMua itoe, yang paling seru waKtu maw pulang dari Kegiatan Mos PagI Ke rumah, tOpi yang q TenGgerkan di baGian beLakang rOk lepAS N jAtuh tanpa saDar. wadoEEH…..! paniknya MiNtA Ampun dech. sePanjang peRjalanan pUlang yAng Kepikiran Cuma tuh topi! kareNa ga tahan truzz aq nangis deCh dari jalan ampE ruMah. Nah, pas di rUmah oraNg2 ruMah jAdi iKuTan panik deCh. Dan mErEka nelfon skul bwAt nanYa kalO2 ada Topi yAng JaTuh denGan namaku. Yang ngaNgkat telfon tuch bilanG, “oh iya, Bu! Ada! naNti saya kaSitaw osisnya”. Kemudian ibuq dateng2 n bilang, “uDach jaNgan Nangis, kataNya topimu aDa di skUl koq! Nanti minta ama OsIsnya ya!”, katanya dengan enteng. What???! Duch q jadi ga Kebayang dech gimana nantinyA. aKhirnya q beraNikan diri dateng ke skul pas moS sore dgN berbekaL topi bOleh mInjem darI temen yAng pUnya kaKak juGa skul disana. Bneran dch wAktu kUmpul umUm di laPangAn uPacara, namaku dIpanggil. yA spErti dugAan, q maJu keDepan n diMarah, Duuch! Yah gpp, tErnyata q ga seNdiri, masih ada 2 OrAng senasib yang juGa kEhilangAn toPi, he…he…he. Tapi LaMa2 mOs jdi tErasa seru cuZ udach kEbal sich. pAs penUtupan mOs, smUa paniTia n oSis jadI baeK banGet n paDa seNyum2. saMpe seKarang kLo inGet tuh laGi jadi KeTawa2 seNdiri (bUkAN beRarti gIla Lo...